Breaking free from a reliance on porn by understanding God's love || Watch Caleb's testimony

Caleb shares how he turned to pornography as a way to feel loved whenever he felt he had failed his own standards in life, until the Holy Spirit showed Caleb the root of this sin and set him free through his Heavenly Father's perfect love. Praise God! ➡️ SUBSCRIBE bit.ly/32BkXsU<br />
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"Every time when I wasn’t able to achieve a goal or standard that I set for myself, I would diss myself and beat myself up, telling myself I’m a failure and I’m unworthy. These thoughts can be very daunting because it seems no matter how hard I try, it’s never good enough and I would just end up failing. Then I would enter into a chronic procrastination mode in order to avoid all the pressure. <br />
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As a result, I would start to find alternative ways to make myself feel better and feel loved when my performance failed to deliver, which led to my second issue in life - porn.<br />
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In porn, I would be able to just dwell in the fantasy of being in love, without needing to perform. And scientifically, the sense of love is actually triggered by a hormone called oxytocin. And for men, oxytocin levels skyrocket particularly during orgasm, which explains why I kept going back to porn to make myself feel loved. <br />
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This all seems to be clear now but at that time during prayer session, it was actually very hard for me to draw the connection between the issues in my life and a sense of feeling unloved, because I was so convinced that my parents love me. What happened is that I had always been using my mind to convince my heart that I am loved, but deep in my heart, actually I didn’t feel that love.:"<br />
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